welcome welcome welcome!!!
I'm really not sure where it is all going to lead and I feel uncomfortable when I don't know where I'm heading.
please do not be afraid. i know that this can seem daunting, as you are treading in the unknown, but i promise that it will be more enjoyable than you can imagine.
until you experience your horse playing in unison with you, because THEY WANT TO, you have not experienced fun!!
the hard bit i think is facing other people who do not understand, especially if you board your horse, as you will probably be faced with criticism. this is where you will have to trust yourself, and have faith in your horse.
know at least, that on this forum is a lovely group of people that are here for you.
be prepared for the ride of your life, as when you open your mind to listning to your horse, the opportunutues are endless!!!
they are an incredibly generouse being, and letting go of the control is like beginning a partnership that will never dissapoint. so enjoy!! choose your path, for what suits you and your individual horses, and just roll with it! at the beginning it can seem a little bumpy, as you are on unknown territory, but as my signiature says........ "just keep swimming!"
if you have any questions, just ask. there are some amazing people pon here, and they are ready to help!