I still love the forum, it is just sad that I cannot take you guys out into the pasture and sit there together discussing things and just being together... that is why I am loving the weekend in the summer!
I also feel I have not that much questions anymore, I have understood the fact that it is my horse who can teach me the most, and I see him looking at me now agreeing
I also feel I do keep writing the same thing in my diary, but I do see improvement
it's only strange to write we did the same thing today it went a bit better
I am trying to film myself now, but my camera only films 10 minutes
so in riding this is more difficult, I am working on that now and I hope that I can post more films soon. I sometimes have the feeling that when I film, it won't look as good as I feel about it
I also want to be outside a lot more than when I started, I think, in the past my life/interests were different, I would go to my horse, perform an amount of acts and than go home again and write about it. Now I love just being there... or just being and not doing things (I'm getting lazy)
that is for now what I want to say, I do love to read, and feel sad that I cannot follow every tread I want and that I cannot follow them as much as I want, I just feel I'm more superficial with the people here than I used to be... always plan to change that, but seem to get stuck every time